My dad left us. Left the family. I don't mean that he's dead, he's just gone.

Dad and mum had a fight again on 7th Jan night. Mum tried to commit suicide, again. Police came. Dad packed his stuff. And left..

On 12th Jan. Just passed midnight. I got a message and find out it's dad.

Dad: Sleep already? Everyone ok?

Me: ok ( i was still pissed with him for what happened )

Dad: I'm flying tonight. Take Care.

Me: Where are you going? ( i was shocked )

Dad: Shanghai Pudong.

Me: When will you be back? ( i was crying at the point )

Dad: Not sure.

Me: How can we contact you then? Through e-mail?

Dad: Ok. Love you all.

Me: We love you also.. Do take care of yourself.. There will be cold so wear more.. Do keep in contact..

Dad: Goodbye baby and be more patient to everyone beside you. You're the eldest.

Me: Daddy i miss you.. I will take care of mummy, pauline and alvin.

Dad: I gonna go bye!

Me: Bye bye. Remember to check your e-mail. I'll e-mail you.

(There's was no reply and i knew he's gone..)

I knew i cannot tell my mum about this cause she'll probably go mad. I only told my sis about this. We both were crying like hell cause we know that no matter what our dad did wrong, we still love him a lot.

I miss my dad. I feel guilty in front of my mum for not telling her. But this is probably best for her. Sometimes being kept in the dark is better.

I wonder how my dad is doing.. He's probably in Shanghai now. Focusing on his business i hope. I wanna hug my dad so tight and not letting him go.

I miss you daddy~

Alexis Grace
Jun Jun [called by my family members only since young]
2 December 1989
I'm living in my own world. I'm a lazy, evil-mouth (changing in process), and emotional person.


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