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Sunday, January 6, 2008,1:51 AM
i'd learnt to not bother about how people think of me. Well, at least for now.
Mirror reflects only the exterior. Maybe that explains how people only see us. The exterior. The image of one. I find it hard, now, to voice out how i felt about things. I prefer writing. Well, it's hard to be ignorant about what people think of you. Maybe you did do something terrible in the past. Like me for example, i used to hurt some of my closest friends, and ended up, both parties were hurt. And, it'll definitely lead people having bad impression on one. But it's how you continue life after that.
So, my advice to myself now is, 'never to do things i'll regret and/or hurt others again'. Well, i definitely need some control over my language and the bad habit that's been there since young. Some habits are good, but bad ones definitely have to be stop. The term 'habit' meaning you'd been used to doing something, and with that, changing itself takes time. (Won't take long obviously. Just need some time.)
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I have a breakout. And god, a really serious one. In fact, i shouldn't even be using "a" since my whole face is being "acnerised".
(grace's dictionary: acnerised literally means a face covered with acne). Credits to all the heaty food, lack of water, sleep, and essential nutrients. Whenever i see an acne on my face, first reaction = annoyed, secondly = squeeze it. And before i could realise, my whole face is a disaster. I think the germs spread across the face or something. Damn.. (T_T)
Every morning wake up to find the affected area a little swollen then go squeeze and squeeze and squeeze.. Aiyo, i wanna faint *dizzy*