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Monday, January 28, 2008,12:09 PM
My Mum is Getting Stronger?
I'm glad my mum looks better now. I mean, she still grieved over the fact that her husband left the family, but the time seems to be getting shorter. I think we don't need a dad much to the fact we're still surviving without him. I used to think that i can't live without my dad, but look, i'm still tough standing. That probably shows his existance in the family.
I hate him. I hate him lying. I hate him cheating. I hate him for leaving the house. I love him.
Contradicting eh? I thought so too. Woman.
Anyway, my grandma (maternal side) came over this morning. She brought us some home cooked bee hoon, and had some chit chatting session with my mum.
My grandma is the strongest woman i've ever seen by the way, despite the fact that she can stand physical pain (she had a heart operation before without using anesthatic *spell wrongly*). Her husband, my grandpa, used to be a casonava too when he was young and she can still walk through it without committing suicide (refering to my mum if you can see what i mean). And when my grandpa gets old, having stroke and stuff and she can still take really good care of him.. For love? I doubt so. For that generation, i guess no one talks about love. Responsibility is more like it? Possibly.
Anyway, we used to celebrate Chinese New Year over at my gran's place but we thought of doing something different. We'll be asking everyone to our house. Not that it's something different, somewhere different is more like it. I hope the New Year ambience will wiped away all those dark clouds, ha..
*Chao*